I've changed this blogs address, so here's the new one :
http://brighteyesforworld.blogspot.com/
Bright Eyes For New World
world from my perspective, my thoughts about moving, starting fresh in new city, starting in new school, having a new fresh start to my life... well, almost..
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23. joulukuuta 2011
it's christmas !
Tomorrow it's christmas! I don't feel like it at all, there's no snow...
I have pretty much nothing in my mind, so there's not much to read..
I'm putting few pictures up though..
13. joulukuuta 2011
First of all, I'm sorry I haven't been updating (at all for a month).... I just don't really have much to write about..
School is alright, I don't really like it at the moment... We have body massages... not my thing.. Today I got full body treatment and it was awkward.. I'm just happy we're not that far yet. I'm bored, I don't feel like doing the stuff we do in school, customer service... bleh.. Christmas holiday please come already..
I got a new laptop, finallyyy! and now I'm just trying to get use to it... And I'm going christmas shopping on friday ! I'll be having lots of stuff to carry home then...
12. marraskuuta 2011
memories or...
Today I've been thinking about the past, and I really don't feel like writing, but I thought I'd get something up here..
So I'm sorry but this post is gonna be in finnish.....
Ekaa kertaa pitkään aikaan, on tullu tosi vaikee fiilis.. Jotenki on vaan vaikeeta avata sisintään vaikka haluais, ei pysty avautumaan edes rakkaimmalleen.. se jos mikä musertaa... Tuntuu pahalta tietää että pieniki ajatus tuo mieleen menneet, sen huonon menneen, sen mitä yrittää unohtaa, sen mitä välttää, sen minkä pitäis olla jo kaukana poissa. Viikon aikana on pyöriny päässä niin positiiviset muistot, kuin negatiivisetki..
Pää lyö kyllä muuten tyhjää mutta sitte siellä rupee pyörimään vanhat muistot uudelleen ja uudelleen.. eikä niistä pääse eroon.. Ajattelin että ne asiat ei enää vaivais mua, olin todella väärässä.. Vaikka se kesti hetken, musta tuntu tärkeeltä sille henkilölle, joka lopuks ei välittäny musta paskan vertaa...
Tää on nyt tällästä tunteiden purkua, pahoittelen suuresti, nyt ei vaan oo ketään niistä lähellä johon tukeudun...
1. marraskuuta 2011
updating..?!
almost...
I'm tired as hell, I would be happy if I got one day more to sleep till whatever feels good.. I could fall asleep right now almost... I haven't had a good sleep in a while which isn't great at all..
School is nothing new, I feel like staying home and sleep since there isn't anything new happening... BUT! I did attend to this competition in cosmetic business and there are professionals and students competing in different categories.. and there's high quality and the make up you do has to be perfect and unique... I needed a model to it, and I need to make her an outfit, do her hair and do the make up... and school gives us the makeups and hair products... Only thing is, I have to design all of this.. but it's so interesting..
Not so good news are that my grandma is going to surgery next monday and it's her heart they are operating..
I'm tired as hell, I would be happy if I got one day more to sleep till whatever feels good.. I could fall asleep right now almost... I haven't had a good sleep in a while which isn't great at all..
School is nothing new, I feel like staying home and sleep since there isn't anything new happening... BUT! I did attend to this competition in cosmetic business and there are professionals and students competing in different categories.. and there's high quality and the make up you do has to be perfect and unique... I needed a model to it, and I need to make her an outfit, do her hair and do the make up... and school gives us the makeups and hair products... Only thing is, I have to design all of this.. but it's so interesting..
Not so good news are that my grandma is going to surgery next monday and it's her heart they are operating..
20. lokakuuta 2011
fucked up.. or what ?
This weeks been a mess, almost break ups, almost having break downs, almost crying your eyes out.... I really have no idea what I could do to avoid these from happening.. Things are going in the wrong direction and I don't know how I could stop that from happening...
So yeah, things are slowly going to their places but not the way I'd like them to.. Maybe I'll get everything sorted out and not get to the breaking point I'm gliding into.. I need a break from everything right now, I would love to just travel away and have my own time for a while.. That's impossible though.. so...
School is school, nothing new.. We're going to somekinda fair tomorrow, it's gonna suck... We gotta do some school work there and I'm gonna be alone I guess, since Heidi can't walk with me... We've been doing facil treatments now and shoul've started the face massage today but our teacher is still sick I think, she's been away a month I guess.. My schoolday ended at eleven today but I'm just sitting here, still.. I've no idea why, guess I'll just wait Heidi and play on facebook...
OH! My laptop broke so.. I had photos to put here but since the laptop is broken, I can't upload them here, unless I use my moms laptop... I'll take it to a shop so they can fix it on wednesday.. Maybe I just should get a new one..
So yeah, things are slowly going to their places but not the way I'd like them to.. Maybe I'll get everything sorted out and not get to the breaking point I'm gliding into.. I need a break from everything right now, I would love to just travel away and have my own time for a while.. That's impossible though.. so...
School is school, nothing new.. We're going to somekinda fair tomorrow, it's gonna suck... We gotta do some school work there and I'm gonna be alone I guess, since Heidi can't walk with me... We've been doing facil treatments now and shoul've started the face massage today but our teacher is still sick I think, she's been away a month I guess.. My schoolday ended at eleven today but I'm just sitting here, still.. I've no idea why, guess I'll just wait Heidi and play on facebook...
OH! My laptop broke so.. I had photos to put here but since the laptop is broken, I can't upload them here, unless I use my moms laptop... I'll take it to a shop so they can fix it on wednesday.. Maybe I just should get a new one..
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