surgery..

Well, now I don't really have any good news... My dad is having a surgery on tuesday and if everything goes well before that he'll be okay, but if not... then me and my sister and brother don't have a father anymore.. Hopefully the surgery goes well and there's no complications and he won't have to suffer from aneurysm in his stomach anymore... And my dad also decided to make me the nearest relative even though I'm the youngest one.. :''(

música

I thought I would make this post a little different, I really don't have much to say or write now.

Thought I'd never fall in love
Then I met you
Girl you changed my mind

One look and just one touch
And I knew she was the girl for me

A song I found accidentally but it's still amazing.

Music is way for me to express myself, just like writing. Not many persons know that I write, it's kinda a thing I like to keep to myself.

Now to last week, yes ? Well, last week wasn't as good as it could've have been. I felt sick everyday and left from school and even had to stay home because I couldn't get out of bed. Wendesday went pretty well even though I felt sick in the morning but it fortunately went away. After school I had dance practice in Mäntsälä again and stayed the night at Heidis place since I really don't like using trains at half eleven, especially when I'm going to Helsinki. Friday went almost well, I had a test in IT class and to me it easy as hell. After school I waited for Heidi to get out and then we went to the train station and left to Mäntsälä. The weekend was pretty much full of action, we went to some market at Kerava, there was many funfair devices or something, and so many little tables that had many of little different things for you to buy. I actually bought a pretty scarf and won few little soft toys :) And on sunday I came back home which didn't really interest me that much..

ps. and of course I got to spend my time with my lovely girlfriend :)

summer is over

I thought I would put some pictures from summer for you, so here's some of them :)

feelings are feelings

Well.. I kinda thought I would take a grip of myself and start and try to write as much as I can..

At the moment I'm sitting in school, for nothing you could say. I got out at eleven and now I'm just waiting for Heidi to get out at three. I may get to go and sit to her class at some point, I'm not sure.

it's just me

Sorry for not updating in a while.. school is really taking all of my time :/ I've realized that this is the thing for me, to study something that lets you be who you are, getting to do something creative..

School is starting out well even though I've been two days off 'cause I've been sick, I'm sick at the moment, little bit of fever, but I'll still go tomorrow. I got almost everything I need, there's a few things I still have to get..

Things are going well with Heidi too, over seven months has passed from the day we really got into a relationship and I'm glad that she's there.. and I don't say that as often as I should.

school is back........

First day in school... enjoyable, almost likable and maybe even fine. Only thing that suck is that I'll have to spend 600 euros to stuff and that I won't be able to see Heidi all day.

The day started at nine a.m. and ended half twelve but I stayed there till one to keep Heidi some company. We didn't quite do anything but go through all the school stuff we need to know and filled some papers.

Tomorrow my day starts at eight a.m. and ends at four p.m. (YAY -.-) and I have no idea what we're gonna do. All I know is that we have some kinda language thing and a math thing at some point.

So.. This train ride did not start well.. first at home there was thunder and now all you can see are dark grayish clouds.. It's raining almost all the time but I've seen blue sky probably once for a second during this trip.

We finally got home and thank God there wasn't any rain..! We first went to pick some stuff for Heidi from her dads and then came to her moms and now I'm staying here till saturday. I have to help them with cleaning 'cause they're having a birthday party to Heidi's brother :)